what odd recurrences: I dreamt of the sea again
and us just talking, wave-tossed.
have you sailed, really sailed?
like sun-cracked lips and tongue-in-knots sailed,
not sure if you would jump toward sky or sea
if a voice like eternity told you, swim.
–
have you been overcome by the weight of it all?
I imagine something rests beneath us, sleeping,
larger than a universe, small enough to hold in your hand
and able to swallow you whole (though it won’t).
–
and were you to walk far enough southeast
you could slip through the fog into heaven and if the gods
resting out in the water sat up to stretch
they could speak like you and I do again,
–
tongue and cheek instead of mist
and high tide. mother of coast knows nothing
of flesh born from clay,
or from rib — she remembers crafting limb and skin
and laughter from what seafoam she had to spare.
–
she sent us to the shore in sand dollars and shells,
each body a coarse and imperfect venus. now
she sends us home with the taste of salt on our teeth
and sand between our toes, saying, here,
have something to remember me by.
–
until the day we remember no more,
and return to her again.
–
all this, though, is distant. for now,
we talk. the ocean babbles at such frequencies
as to snatch from the air and put them
in your pocket, and in quietness we do the same,
–
as though nothing else could matter.
and nothing does; here, your hands are wet.
hold them to the sun to dry.